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I’m not looking for a permanent signature on the dotted line of a marriage license. I just want to go out on a date to someplace I’ve never been with someone who is visibly and mentally attractive. I want to admire you, your drive, your discipline and your goals and I would love for you to do the same with me.

I’m an old school girl with a new era twist. I would love to get flowers when you pick me up and have you open doors and pull out chairs, tell me I look nice, make me blush, smile, feel the butterflies that haven’t fluttered in almost three years. We don’t have to go to dinner or a movie, I would enjoy a walk in the park or a day at a museum learning something about our culture seeing what makes you, you.

It would be cute if you held my hand while we walked, not signifying a relationship, but just showing me that right then and there it’s all about me, us, that moment. If we could speak about anything I would love to know what holds your heart, what makes your brain work. If we did go to dinner it would melt my heart if you grabbed my hands and said grace, there’s nothing more attractive than a man who knows, loves, trusts God!

In a perfect world we’d be having so much fun that time would fly by and on the way home we’d both mention wanting to see each other again. You would walk me to the door, give me a hug and wish me good night. I would close my door and like so many movies I’ve seen I’d slide right down to the floor with my back against it.

I’d get a card the following day one of those that say’s “just thinking about you” and I’d be doing the same! I’d smile and maybe we would talk again, do it another time or maybe not, but that day would stay in my head and I’d be okay.

I’m not looking for a father for my daughter, she’s doing just fine with me and the support we have together. I just want a nice day, a reminder of the things I used to do, some hope that one day, maybe someday soon I’ll be able to feel that again!