While I am waiting for my text book to download...

I had a baby! 3 years ago, my beautiful daughter was born and my life changed drastically! Who I was before I had Nia and who I am today is a complete 180! I was never the wild child, party all night and get wasted type of girl, but I was spontaneous, I was outgoing, I took risks and I wasn't afraid to get out there and meet people, fall in like, love, lust! I had lots of friends before the baby, well at least I thought they were friends, you see people tend to run away from you when your life changes like that. While I do believe that friendships are very important, I also believe that the people who are in my life today are what I need right now. And the ones who took the exit route, well good riddance, to bad rubbish!

My circle is good, it's for the most part complete and while every now and then I may add one or two new people to my Wolf Pack, I'm in no rush to be that girl with the full house of random ass people who like to have a good time, on my dime! 

The qualities that I look for in people are different because hey I am different now. It's no longer just Isha, I'm a package deal, and it's pretty expensive! Everyday I learn something new about myself and maybe that's because I have less friends or maybe it's because I spend more time alone, I think it's because I finally started listening to ME! 
People always ask if you could do it all over again, what would you change? Well I can honestly say nothing! I would go through the same pain, love, hate, arguments, smiles, tears and everything else that I went through that made me, me and made Nia who she is! I would have the same baby daddy, the same family & friends! Yes I know that would mean me dealing with some of the same bullshit that I am dealing with today, but you know what, looking at that face, It's all worth it! Beautiful Mistakes my dearies, Beautiful!