Everything is telling me to run, turn around, don’t open that door because there’s nothing but hurt at the other side. As if it was a train wreck I just can’t turn my head, as much as I tell myself not to go there something about you keeps pulling me in.
I’ve been trying to find something wrong with you, a flaw major enough to kill whatever desires lie inside me. I haven’t found it as hard as I’ve been trying it’s like everything you do and everything you are saying is what I want, need to hear.
You are everything that he wasn’t, everything that I didn’t know I’d want. You respect me; you make me feel beautiful, warm, and excited to be me again. You brought out the smile that I thought was gone forever.
You’re so patient and honest; you show emotion and don’t make me feel bad for showing mines. You’re not perfect, but neither am I. We have flaws, but they’re not our focus.
I can’t do this; everything is telling me that, but God I want so bad to ignore that and just go with the moment.
Everything is telling me that this won’t end well, when all I want to hear is that it won’t end EVER!
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