I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Actually I didn't sleep much at all so that may be the culprit responsible for my sucky morning. My princess is still sick, she kept waking up and crying throughout the night. It sucks that i'm the one who wakes up with her and soothes her, but she asks for grandma! Yes i'm a little jealous and a little perturbed. I mean seriously why is it that I put in the work and she gets all the credit? I'm not saying that my mom doesn't help me with the princess. She helps me out a great deal, but sometimes I feel like she thinks i'm not a good mom.
I will be the first to admit i'm not perfect. I'm no super mom, I don't come home and cook every night, nor do I read bed time stories every night, and sometimes I get annoyed with my own kid. Dude seriously try the single mom thing for a night, no a week, then again how about 2 1/2 years which is how long i've been doing it. I love my daughter more than anyone or anything in this world, but just like everyone else sometimes I loose it, sometimes I need a break.
I feel like if I say that I will be ridiculed and will be told that i'm neglecting my duties as a mom, so I suck it up , write it on my blog and move on to the next thing. All I want is some credit for the things that I do, a break once in a while to unwind and maybe some ice cream to make me happy! For anyone who just read through my whole rant, God Bless your little heart!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Just had to let it out somewhere!
Nana-
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